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Physical is a new dramedy series on Apple TV+ that follows the journey of a deeply flawed woman named Sheila Rubin, played by Rose Byrne, who somehow finds her way to the new age world of aerobics in 1980s Southern California. Sheila is a self-described “big nobody,” but her personality, inner demons and insecurities come out in full force through her experiences in the world of aerobics.

The show doesn't shy away from depicting the harsh realities of life, especially for a woman in the '80s, dealing with the constant pressure to look a certain way, have a perfect figure, and fit into society's rigid expectations. Sheila struggles with self-loathing and body issues, which only worsen when she's introduced to aerobics, a fitness craze sweeping the nation. Sheila finds herself obsessing over the slim and toned bodies around her, and falls into a destructive pattern of obsessive eating and purging.

Sheila's journey begins when she’s married to her husband, Danny, played by Rory Scovel, who is a loving but somewhat clueless aspiring politician. Sheila is envious of Danny's ambition, but also resentful of his passivity towards her struggles. The couple's marriage is tumultuous and strained, and Sheila's self-destructive behavior spirals even further out of control.

Through aerobics, Sheila finds a new outlet for her pain, but also a toxic new world of competition, judgment and empty promises of a better life. The show explores the world of aerobics as a gateway to self-discovery and self-actualization, but also a dangerous minefield that can trigger even the strongest, most confident people.

As Sheila dives deeper into the world of aerobics, she meets Bunny, played by Dierdre Friel, an eccentric and rebellious instructor who immediately befriends her. Bunny is a free spirit, and compared to the faux spirituality of the other aerobics instructors, she's a breath of fresh air. Bunny encourages Sheila to let go of her inhibitions, and embrace the inner strength that aerobics has to offer.

Throughout the show, Sheila battles her insecurities and works to overcome her destructive behaviors. Through her experiences in the world of aerobics, she begins to find the strength to stand up for herself, even if it means shaking up her comfortable but unfulfilling life. As she becomes more confident, she develops a new sense of purpose and agency, which she channels into both her personal and professional life.

Physical is a show that's both beautiful and gritty, with a talented cast and beautiful cinematography. Its examination of society's expectations of women, and the ways in which women have internalized those expectations, feels fresh and timely. The show’s exploration of body image, self-esteem, mental health and the struggle to find one's purpose is relatable and poignant.

Overall, Physical offers a fascinating look at what it means to be a woman, both in the ‘80s and now, and the journey to self-actualization. Sheila’s journey is both relatable and inspiring, and the show provides a strong message that there is strength in vulnerability, resilience in pain, and power in unity.

Physical is a series that ran for 3 seasons (30 episodes) between June 18, 2021 and on Apple TV+